Am I Walking on The Right Path?

Good Morning dearest friends..

I actually have this feeling since the third semester started. I don't know wether it's good or bad. Well I kinda confused and depressed with this. Why in the hell this feeling comes? I don't know. All I know is that I lost my spirit my passion to learn english. This kinda freaks me out because I love English since I started to walk. I was always dreamed about my future, that I will be a great sucsessful woman. I was sure that taking English Literature major is the right choice, that English Literature is my first step for my future, I was sure that this the right path for me. But now, I'm not that sure anymore. Every single day, this feeling is getting bigger and taking over my body and my mind. This feeling tells me to skip the class, and this feeling tells me that using motorcycle to campus is exhausting, and tells me that using car is useless because it will brings me to a heavy traffic jam, blaa blaa blaaa.....

I always have a reason for eveything...

I started to think that, it's a good thing I finally know what I really want to do..

Lately I've been thinking that business is lot more fun than going to campus, learning this, learning that, and so on...

Have I told you that I have an Online Shop?

Well, I now have an online shop, my online shop is " Dadidu Watch Shop".

I prefer manage my online shop than study.

I mean, hey, I get money from it, and all i gotta do is sitting in front of computer and taking order..

People send their money trough ATM, and I send the item trough TIKI or JNE..

Done..

Don't you just LOOOVVVEE online shopping???

Easy, simple, and fun..

Well, after all, it's just a very common feeling for a college students like me. Feeling lazy, annoyed, and so on..

For me, the distance between my house and campus is far enough, 1hour by motorcycle, and more by car. So that I rarely use my car, coz I HATEEEE TRAFFIC JAM. Like it or not, motorcycle is the best choice, even I have to inhaling air polution every single day...

whew..

Hell lots of reason for all these feelings......

But what can I do?

I have to fight it right.....

I have to fight those feelings for my parents...

They have this HUGE expectation to me, I couldn't dissapoint them, could I?

Am I walking on the right path? Who knows, maybe this obstacle is another step that I should take to fulfill my path...

Anyway, thanks for reading my blog..

See you soon, and have a nice weekend :]